July 28, 2013

  • 朋友好貼心, 幫我買了一個月的 premium 讓我可以好好的存檔.  以後不知道還要不要繼續 blog, 或要在哪 blog…

    1. 今天主日學小朋友從開始到結束都好 high, 停不下來的 high, 最 high 的一節課. 雖然如此仍然還是可愛. 最後 Alex 不願意寫感謝神的作業, 侯來想了個辦法幫他寫, 等著他的時候他分享了好多他受委屈的事. 最後給他一個緊緊的擁抱. 感謝主.
    2. 敬拜時小朋友不專心敬拜, 打擾別的小朋友. 和三為家長聊他們今天的行為. 發現下次需要更多智慧和愛.
    3. 得知我很喜歡的一家四口, 一個好棒的家庭要換教會, sad. 
    4. We like to be with like-minded people. Such a struggle to long to be among people with the same vision, conviction, and passion… I feel that this has to do with calling. Keep praying for calling. 

July 19, 2013

  • 姐妹分享說, 當人和她說神的愛時她會很怕, 她不能體會神愛她.

    原來, 能真心的說 “我知道祢愛我” 是很大的釋放, 是很自由的, 是很健康的.

July 16, 2013

  • Selfless Living

    Unselfishness… draws me towards wanting You, craving for more of You, and desiring the same Heart.


    The cost is SELF.


    The cost is carrying my cross.


    The life is being salt at all cost.


    This world and its desires, have nothing on me.  

    The cost is bearing pointed fingers, misunderstanding, not meeting others’ expectations. 

    The cost is letting go of hurt.

    If You are for me, what can be against me?

    Luke 14:25-35

    You alone, satisfy.

July 7, 2013

  • me: 媽, 這樣我吃不飽

    mom: 那幫妳煮蛋 (starts cooking egg)
    [5 minutes later]
    me: 媽我吃不下蛋了
    mom: 妳不要蛋? 妳王八蛋啦
    LOL oh man.
    and i’m turning 30…? 
    xP

June 24, 2013

  • Awesome couseling III class and small group sharing, even in my physical weakness coughing and throat in pain and all. Having others provide perspective in the way we think and feel is really helpful.

    “You are already doing it.” When I heard that, it was like OH! OK!

    Even more awesome, God led me to read this article tonight >> https://urbana.org/go-and-do/missional-life/put-your-bridal-gown

    The commission comes AFTER the commandment, AFTER being filled with the Spirit.

    I feel relieved about not knowing where or how I am to serve, but this summer to first know Him, love Him and be filled!

June 9, 2013

  • What a learning experience today in confronting my two 2nd graders their poor behaviors!

    Thank God for helping me keep firm yet calm when I had to hunt Josiah down for not being in the worship room at 11am and running away when I gestured for him to “come.” Again work of the Holy Spirit when I asked him if he wrote, “I hate _____” and he confessed he did. 
    Also thank God for allowing Manying to respond positively when she felt that I wasn’t trying to put a guilt trip on her for writing down, “I learned nothing today” last week. 
    Love never fails!
    <3 Manying’s cooperative behavior
    <3 Cynthia bringing last week’s lesson without being asked
    <3 Lauren, Cynthia, Andy, and Josiah for memorizing last week’s Bible verse
    <3 Andy flipping to the Bible verse without me requesting him to and helping me during the lesson
    <3 Teresa, Lauren, and David’s prayer request “Dear Cathy, This week I want to pray for you,” “Dear Cathy, pray for you God will be with you,” and “This week I want to pray for Ms. Cathy.” 
    So blessed!

June 3, 2013

  • 我真的要說… 邁向 30 的這一年對我大擊很大. Yes, sorry to those that keep hearing this from me >< 

    Mainly because I feel… “神啊, 到底我的二十精華歲月到哪了!?” I honestly just can’t accept that and don’t understand how my twenties is coming to an end!!!
    Sigh. 聽到許多人在這年齡已經是傳道, 輔導, etc. 真的很刺激到我. 主啊!!!!!!! 幫助我不只是羨慕, 而是真實的把渴望轉成實踐. 也不看自己過於所當看的. 我的恩賜. 我的用處. 是哪? 
    Help me! This summer, to find YOU!

May 29, 2013

  • 原來, 沒有力氣聚會是這麼一回事.

    原來, 耶穌在客西馬尼園的憂愁、極其難過; 憂傷、幾乎要死, 真實的體恤了我們的軟弱.

April 4, 2013

  • [I Corinthians 13:1-3] Paul’s words are overwhelming me this morning. It’s a tug-o-war. Although God paints the picture vividly by dying on the cross. I truly know that I am nothing. Time and again reveals that only Christ IS love. No man is ALL. I am far from living His image. But, to live is Christ. Phil 1:22 - it is going to be fruitful labor to live in this body. Indeed. Lord, break me so I may be re-molded. 

March 17, 2013

  • challenged

    social constructivism is mind-boggling… sometimes to the point of distress. 

    it seems unity is never achievable in life. 
    we are more individuals than anything else.
    because even in the same family with the same belief philosophy of life, values in life and levels of belief can be so different.  
    it seems as if “being like-minded” is unattainable. 
    “having the same love”, maybe.
    “being in one spirit”, yes because there is only one spirit.
    “of one mind”, also to me unattainable. 
    logically speaking, Philippians 2:2 just can never be reachable church-wide or world-wide in this life. 
    i believe His truth still holds true, and i can still do Philippians 2:1 give encouragement on being united with Christ, give comfort from His love, share in the Spirit, be tender, be compassionate… but realistically, the challenge is – it will never be fulfilled on earth.
    thoughts, guys?